Five miutes ago, my boss was yellin' at me: You just need 2 email the client as what I told u !

 

Boss~~pls kindly note that I'm not a machine! I'm the human being.

 

That's true~~~ I have my feeling, my emotion, my opinions. I just speak out my mind, since I have go throughout the whole communication with this client.

 

I just talked my opinion. I don't wanna point in dispute.

 

Don't shout at me such rudely, NOT like a gentleman!

 

Even though u r the boss of this company, u decides evertyhing here!

 

I don't wanna challenge ur authority, I just wanna speak out!

 

Come on~~~~Pls trust me I didn't write the wrong title this time. What I wanna say is--Thank God It's Saturday!

 

My friends and I decided 2 go 2 KTV this afternoon, that's pretty high even if it's my treat this time.

 

That's pretty high!!! It could reliease lots stress accumulating few weeks.

 

I have lots to say, but I must be off now, my friends r waiting 4 me.

 

Will back 2 u next Monday.

 

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2006.10.30

 

Yea~~~ I had a great time last Saturday. I don't have a good voice, even can't reach the high vocal mostly,while Rena & Cocodannis do a much better job than I , they could cross different songs freely, Cantonees, Mandarin,English, even Korea, whatever.My god! I just could sit behind them, listen 2 music.

 

Yet, I don't care~~~ I just wanna sing & enjoy that moment, I did! Cocodannis & I stood up, swayed at the rhythm, I don't care that I always made a terrible noise when I break the vocal at the difficult part of the song, I don't feel uncomfortable or embarrassing 2 face my weakness and mangify what i'm not good at, I just know I'm happy, that's enough!

 

After 5 hours' sing in KTV, we walked around the commercial center.Rena & Chan went to the stall-keeper buy some snacks, u know, that kind of pie with several clips baked meat, smells pretty good, and that fragrance make me hugry.

Yet, I tell 2 myself, don't think about it, i'm dieting.Then, turn around and leave.

 

Another hour pass, I gave up the protest from my stomach, I persuaded Cocodannis 2 go 2 a restaurant. We ordered lots food, i don't know how 2 say that in english, u know it's very difficult 2 translate chinese food, especially snacks, by and large.Anyway, when I walked out of that restaurant, I regret eating that food, b/ I'm dieting!!!!!

 

Finally, we decide 2 back home by walk, maybe that could burn some calorie, we hope so.On the way back home, we hunted the samll fashion shop aside by street, but nothing bought~~~

 

I like this way! pretty enjoy this way~~~

 

BTW, Coco gave me a high song! I love rock n' roll~~~

 

At my previous blog, I told u that i'll try more english blog if could. And that's why I come back again.

 

This morning, my friend COCODANNIS sent msg 2 me on MSN, and she thought that my blog is not english but chinglish.Anyway, she still encouraged me 2 keep going, and also left the comments 2 me. Sweet~~~~

 

I'm very clear that my major in unv. is not english, but frankly, I'm always confindent to compete with those get 4 years' language training. After graduating from school, I decided 2 work in a trading company, b/ I guess that will be good 4 my english, at least, i could have the opportunity 2 work in english documents.

 

In my later daily biz work, it seems not a big deal 4 me 2 keep all communication goes smoothly, even if I just could use some simple english, by and large. Everyday, go 2 work then back home, endless overtime without any reason, no two days off per week, it has been more than one year since my graduation unconsciously.

 

Last month, I realised I must take action, since the original idea of change my state occured 2 me long time ago. I'm fed up with those suck politics! I just wanna back 2 myself, focus on somthing, and keep forging ahead.Therefore, I began 2 pay special attention 2 english, like a child observe the world full of curiosity in his eyes.

 

I do wish my english could be more and more frequent, native as well,  whatever 4 written nor spoken. I don't wanna memory gap happens in the course of the communication, which drive me pretty dejected.

 

At this moment, a word from my favourite singer LEEHOM occured 2 my mind suddently,"Gong yu shan qi shi bi xian li qi qi.工欲善其事,必先利其器".Leehom has got huge achivements in pop music field, yet, he never thought he has great voice.He practices almost every day, and always warms up before every performance(even if it's just an autographing session),he focuses on the difficult passages of each song, instead of just enjoying the easy part,and work on them until they become easier.

 

Practice is key to getting better results from his story, if praticing can work 4 him, why can't 4 me? 

 

 

 

What's wrong with my recent life??? I don't know!!!

 

But,

 

I'm fidgety.

 

For what??

 

Everything: my job, the politics, become fatter and fatter while the dieting always interrupted,suddenly find another  wrinkle on the neck..

 

I know, it sounds very ridiculous. But, they do influence on my mood.

 

Calm down~~~~~~~Postive mental attitude!

 

My classmate said: hey, you need a boy friend now. That's good for u.

 

Maybe, they r right, I think at this moment.

 

P.S. from today, I'll try to write the blog in English, hope that helps my language.BTW, my boss wanna I PK the newcomer, whilch make me uncomfortable also.